Missing band a lot....
Tmr got a meeting at 2.30 for some talk by teacher
That mean we can see the bandies again...
After that I have to start working hard liao...
Cannot keep using Band SYF as a excuse for not doing well in exam...
I must put in effort to get a gd result...
Jiaying!!! KAMBATEH!!!!
I say I can do it mean I can surely do it!!! =)
Today got math common test...
I guess I will be careless again...
Why must I be careless....
Even 1 mark is very important to me...
If I lose 1mark, that mean I would not be able to get full marks...
SO no careless...
I must jiayou no matter what!!!!!
BELIEVE IN MYSELF!!!
Jiayou..............
I got one gd news to tell!!
The band members would get a soft toys from Mr Kat...
YAY!!!
Mr Kat is like so thoughtful...
And I got a monkey which is the same zoriscope as me!!
>3 cheer for me!!
After that we went to eat at Long John...
Long Live long john!!!
Then went to library...
I guess I must be getting more & more moody these few days...
More & more sesitive...
Dunno why...
I feel that I cant "catch up with my frenz"
Always feel being left out...
I too like jokes...
Like hanging around with frenz...
Laughing and chatting loudly without caring abt other ppl...
But I feel that I had no more jokes to tell...
They are like always joking around without me presence...
I dunno, maybe is I being sesitive...
But no want wan share with me...
They only share with those who like tell jokes...
Maybe the problem is in me...
but dun make me so lonely...
I only feel myself talking lesser & lesser this few days...
我不想做一个人，我真得很孤单，没人跟我说话，没人跟我说笑，你们让我变得很寂寞，你们只顾自己开心，没想到其他人是否过得好不好。我不知道是不是自己想太多，可是有一样东西我很肯定，我很寂寞。。。
It already 2 days past SYF...
Many days before...
WE had already start wroking so hard for GOlD...
Almost everyday, we stay back for practise...
Almost everyday, we come back home very late...
Almost everyday, we are lacking of breath
It seems so fast...
SYF had over...
And we had gotten our result...
Before SYF...
I ask myself that wherther I will cry...
But I'm not sure..
I only know that I cant bear all the senior to leave us...
Only know that if they leave...
The room will be very empty...
The juniors now had to be independence now...
We can no longer rely on senior anymore...
The result for next SYF is depend on us...
If juniors dun work hard now...
It will be impossible to get GOLD for SIR...
So I will jiayou de!!
Rmb those day that we laugh with seniors...
Play with them...
Be serious with them also...
On the way back form SYF...
I ask my seniors that wherther they will regret leaving??
They say abit cause they still have to study for 'O' level
I ask wherther they are happy with the result...
They say quite sad lar...
Many people say actually we can do better...
But sir say we had already done very well le!!
This year the central judging is very strict...
Many Gold band drop to Silver...
And if we can get Silver...
That mean we get Gold in the previous years!!!
Can you image...
1 international judger...
6 fogrien judger...
7 judger altogether!!!
More than last last year!!!
Actually we had really do our best!!!
We had improve 1 grade...
It is better than no improve!!
Let us celebrate...
But when the result are out...
other Band that gt silver all cheer very loud...
It is like only our band doesnt really look very Happy...
When I heard the result,
I was like really disppointed
My heart like going to melt any moment...
But after wat Sir had tell us...
I no longer feel sad...
Many bandies cry very hard...
Maybe some cry because they are happy...
some cry because they are sad...
But whatever the resaon is...
WE HAD DONE OUR BEST...
So on the way back from that place...
We keep asking question from SIR!!!
I ask Sir that wherther he will feel sad...
cause we cannot go Great Wall of China
Sir's reply was very positive
He say that going other country are only set as a reward...
to motivate us to move forward!!
Sir tell us to tink of the positive side!!
dun tink of negative place...
Then all the brass all lyk so hyper!!
We laugh, we sing...
We humm our choose piece and set piece & other song...
With Sir conducting us...
We like so crazy...
I bet the bus driver going to be deaf
because we shouting so loud like thunder
For me...
I tink that was the greatest moment in our & Sir life...
Quack the other ppl...
It's the process that count...
not the result...
Sir...
I will rmb wat u say...
I wll jiayou de!!!
P.S.
That day Sir is like so handsome with western costum... HAHahaaa.... =)
