Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Today went to school for marking art poster. Actually it supposed to be a happy day but because of some conflicts in the room make everyone so unhappy. We come today is only juz hope to help out Mdm lin with the poster, but not any augument. The poster was supposed to be done by us but instead u took it from us. Okay, we dun mind cause we are to help each other out. U make us hav to sit in a corner and juz beat the files. So we juz ask Mdm lin if we can do anything, and she told us to help ur. Fine, we go help. But why do u hav to because of one small thing and cause the conflicts around us. Aren't we classmate, why u hav to be like this?? Is like all is our fault but i dun tink so. O'ya, and about that magazine, why u blame us again? I dun even noe whom the magazine belong to. I see other ppl looking at it, so i too follow them. Not only i took ur thing without ur permission, other ppl aso. Why u only like to go against me, then how about others? Do u tink it is very unfair to me. One very small tiny thing aso can let u make until so big. The art poster was supposed to be done by 12 sharp, but ur didnt do anything only juz few word and it took ur so long to finish? Actually nothing will happen if ur aren't so xiao qi. All the thing happen juz because of ur. We didnt want it to happen, u tink we come today is juz to fight ar. It is ur wan to it to happen, so we juz follow. It is like watever we do, u dun like it. Is it ur can do watever ur wan but we cannot. Is it wat we do are always wrong. We are aso human, not ur servent, pls respect us. We wan the class to be united, we wont juz because of ur and be not UNITED!

she told the story ... 6:19 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

Today went to school for podcasting. At first dunno wat it was, thought that it is juz marking art poster, but art poster was supposed to be tomorrow. So i juz bring a curious mood to school with my group of funky-frenz!! I was the thirth to arrive but was late for 4 mintues. So punishment!! T.T Lucky someone was slower than me so i can get back my revenge!! Hahaha=P Then found out that podcasting was creating musical using computer. So FUN!!!!!

Remember when primary school, i did do this before but the technology last time was much better than now cause we got a IT room specially make for this activity. We had the newest computer, newest keyborad make from piano and everything newest!!! But but but, i tink that today i had enjoy my day and i had created a more rawk music than last time. The teacher aso praise our work. Cool man!! Overall, i was really happy and hope that we i can attend this activity again!!

Suddenly, all the bitter day are over!! All the exam and school day are over. It seem so fast yet fun with my frenz. Remember the first day, everything was totally a stranger to me. The school, the ppl there make me feel uncomfortable. I dun understand my classmates, they make me think that they are all a very proud, unfriendly person. I couldnt adapt to the enviroment, i envy my primary sch frenz having a frenz to company with. I couldnt control my tears from falling, finally i seek my teacher for help.

Slowly, i found that my classmates isn't lyk wat i tink so black-hearted, they can be friendly and play with u. They can be childish too!! Now suddenly, we are going to up-grade to seconday 2, from junior to senior. Suddenly all the thing was all become memories. Haii... No matter wat, 1A is still stick together always!! I look forward to next years!!

she told the story ... 2:35 AM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Hehe, i found this interesting so i go copy paste from someone blog!! Hope no copyright fine. Opps!

name your top 15 friends. (not in any order.)NO CHEATING until you've named them[Random]pass this down to more than 5 ppl[not to best frens,if not it wouldn't be fun]

1) Yoke ling =.="
2) Si yun O.0
3) Xiu xuan =)
4) Su min
5) Xin ni
6) Rhoda lew
7) Yan rong
8) Yu ting
9) Jocelyn
10) Daniel chia
11) Jiaqi
12) Jinni
13) Hui min
14) Daniel lim
15) Andy ng

Who is #10 crush?
10- Daniel chia. Valeri (who dunno i kill you?)

Describe #7.
7- Yan rong. Friendly and kind, aso very slim. =)

You know any of number #12 family member?
12- Jinni. Parents plus 2 brothers ba.

Would you ever date #7?
7- Yan rong. excuse me, i'm not lesbian!!!

What is the deepest secret u noe bout #1?
1- Yoke ling. Already is secret le ma, cannot say. =.="

What is #9 and#14 relationship?
09- Jocelyn and Daniel lim. Friends?? Manybe more than that. =P

Do you have a crush on #6 before?
6- Rhoda. As a friends, can??

What is ur favourite thing bout #5?
5- Xinni. She like to lend me a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on!!

Who's #13 going out with?
13- Hui min. Errrrrrr....This 1 ma, dunno. =P

When is the last tym u spoke to #13?
13- Hui min. Quite a long time le since we are separated when priamry 4! =(

Who is #2 favourite band or singer?
2- Si yun. HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!! Always heard her talking about that so FAN!! =P

Who is #1 best friend?
1- Yoke ling. Not sure but hope it's me!!! =)

Would you ever date #4?
4- Su min. Dun ever dare to dream that!!

Do you ever like #7?
7- Yan rong. Yes, as a friend. Dun get wrong idea!!

Would #6 and #2 make a good couple?
6- Rhoda and Si yun. Imagine girl and girl holding hand together make me vomit!! Impossible!!!

Describe #3.
3- Xiu xuan. She is cute, friendly and nice to hang out with. Boys can choose her as girlfriend!!!

what is the funniest thing bout #15?
15- Andy ng. He like tell joke and make ppl laugh.

next 5 unlucky people to do this quiz...:
1. Nil
2. Nil
3. Nil
4. Nil
5. Nil

Can dun send?? I lazy na. Hehehehe

Anyway i know my class plus level position le. The lowest it is, the better it will be. As for me, i won't tell out. Let ur be curious ba!! =)

she told the story ... 6:07 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

Here i blog again!! Today was school holiday so i am free. I have been playing maple theese few days. Need to complete a quest and get 1500 mateon,lol!!There is five quest in total:

1st- Get 100 mateon
2nd- Get 200 mateon
3rd- Get 300 mateon
4th- Get 400 mateon
5th- ( I guess u should know) Correct! Get 500 mateon

Siao, so many. But lucky i got patient and manage to finish the quest by yesterday. And another gd news is, i going to level up!!! But i scared my eyesight may increase so better watch out!! O'ya, i got back my final result le, want to know... ok, i will show ur seem ur all are so curious!! =P

SA2 Marks:
Eng-58.7/100 (better jiayou) =(
Math-88/100 (FaFa) =P
HCL-67/100 =(
Biology-74.6/100 =.="
Physics-78.3/100 (i'm the highest leh!!) =P
Geog-79.1/100 (i'm the 2nd highest!!) =P
Art-87/100 (i'm still the 2nd highest!!) =P
Lit-70.6/100 =.="

Final Marks
English-59/100 *C5*
Maths-89/100 *A1*
Chinese-67/100 *B3*
Science-77/100 *A1*
Geography-80/100 *A1*
History-71/100 *A2*
Literature-75/100 *A1*
DNT-86/100 *A1*
Art-83/100 *A1*
Home Econs-68/100 *B3*

So let me see.... the total is 755/1000.
The total point is 19.
COOL!!! Continue to JIAYOU ba!!!

she told the story ... 10:37 PM

Friday, October 20, 2006

After exam, we got 1week of break, yay!! I going to hav a good good rest and play hard. Actually i wanted to go swimming with my frenz but because of the haze, it was cancelled! I hate the HAZE!! But nvm, i'm still able to go out with my frenz to buy a present for miss koh's Birthday!!!! We decided to make a necklace with our creavity. Isn's we clever!!! Hehehe..

But 1week holiday seem to pass so fast, yesterday was the sch opening day. We got back our EOY result, i was very afraid and nervous at the same time. My hand was shaking while i was writing too! Maybe i had worry too much ba. I feel that i had done well for my exam and lucky that i didnt fail my english or else i might as well go kill myself. Overall, i was happy with my result! =)

she told the story ... 4:54 AM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

Exam finally over. Horay!! Finally all the paper are finish!! So good!! And i can finally open my wings and fly to the sky. I am free!!! I can do watever i wan and spent my time in watever way i wan. I going to sleep from Night to Day like pig and spent the rest of the day playing and relexing and playing. YAhoooo... I'm feeling so gd and i'm loving it. See me fly and proud to fly up high!! HEHE!!!!!

I hope that all my subject can pass with flying colour. And hope that my Eng wouldnt fail as i dun wish to go to Normal Academic. I dun wan to waste all my effort and let my parents down. So JIAYOU ba. Same goes to all my paper!!! JIAYOU!!! Anyway it all over so let not think anymore about it and juz relex!!

On wednesday, it was time to present our TLLM project to the judges. These few day, i hav been going to sumin house to do project and always return home very late. The only disadvantage is that my home is very far from her home while the rest of my group member are juz a few distance as they all live in that area. Not FAIR DE. Everytime is i who has to waste the bus money and go to sumin house while the rest of them dun need. They juz need to walk and can reach there in a few minutes. BU GONG PING. T.T But all my effort finally had pay off with a gd remark. YAY!!! Our model was accepted by the judges and they are going to keep it. HEHE!! And that day was the day when all the exam, project and hw are finish. So cool huh!! So we went to celebrate by eating a freast and home we go. But it was a pity that Su Min and Ying ying didnt go with us. Anyway it all OVER!!!

she told the story ... 9:49 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

Actually i dun wish to say something bad about a person, it is like u are on fire N wish to leak out everything to relieve the stress N make myself cool down. I am not a busybody or wat, nobody will wish to kept keeping the bitter word inside themselves. Even a person who can bear, willl still BURST in the end. Or else, you are still the one to suffer only.

I hav enough of _____ noisesome and hav suffer enough. I going to be crazy because of u and all the action and words u did to me. 我快受不了，我快疯了. It is not that u hav ur sister, ur family members to help u, u can fly to the sky and do whatever u wan to humilnate me. I am aso a human, i too hav heart and will be sad. I am aso the apple of eye in my family. Dun tink that you are the only one who hav family members, i aso hav. At least ur family member is better and much more polite than u.

You tink everyone like u, let me tell u, YOU ARE WRONG. It ur behaviour in class or outside that let us make a distance from u. I advise you to stop folding ur skirt and tack out ur shirt, u dun listen. i advise you to stop doing this and that, u aso dun listen. I am ur frenz, isizz wrong to help a frenz to turn from a wrong way to a correct way? Wat i tell u is all for ur own good and i dun wish to see my beloved frenz to go to a wrong direction. I am juz wanting to help u, u give me that kind of faces and dun appericate it, nvm, but dun humilnate me. As if i really want to help u, if u are not my frenz, i wont go and care wherther u are die or not. I will let u go detroyed urself and make everyone laugh at u. U tink i am nagging at u but the only one who is in shame is ONLY U. U tink ur skill of folding ur skirt is nice but let me tell u, it S___. Everyone noe that u fold ur skirt cause it is very obvious.

Why is it that my beloved frenz hav change so much. U look so much different from history. Dun tell me that human must change with the enviroment but it wat kind of thing are u changing urself. Gd thing sould always remain as it always been and bad point should be destroy. In fact, u are doing it upside down.

Everytime it is U the one who are angry. Okay, i dun delined that i too sometime angry but it only for few minute and i am still happy even after. It is always u the one who sing different from us, who look different from us. U tink giving that kind of sad face, everyine must giv in to u. It is we doesnt wan to make u ugly, in fact we are already tired of seeing ur face. We are tired of fighting with u. We are tired of helping u. Dun juz say the word " I dun noe" and we shall help u. I mean it is like if we dun help u then u will be sad and angry and not satifised. It is ur hw so why should we help u in. Even _____ not gd in art aso did her hw by herself so why cant u do that. Dun tink that my art is very gd, last time my art aso S___. It is i who is willing to learn and achives it. Nobody born to noe everything. U hav to learn and try.

U complain of us in front of other ppl and make me lose face. But why dun u say urself, as if u are very gd or wat. Like u can say me, i cannot say u. If i say u then u will not happy. I am already tired of competing with u. Already tired of advising u. Let me tell u one last time, 我很累了.

she told the story ... 7:50 AM

Monday, October 02, 2006

End of year Exam coming and today is my first paper which Chinese paper I and II. I found myself really a failure, why cant i do such a simple paper properly? Why do i am such a loser that i always have to wait until the last minute then revious? Why is it that other can do their paper smoothly while i always have to be so nervous and forget all the words that i have learnt before? Why is it that i will always regret after something that i had done? Why is it that i will then remember the word that i wanted to write after the exam? Why is it that my hard work is never paid with good reward? Why is it that i always cant get i always been wanted to get? Why is it that i have so many why why WHY? W..H..Y..WHY!!!!!!!!! I really hope that i could get a good mark for all the exam i hav done and let my parents proud. I wanted to show the world that i am not a useless kid but a girl that can make me walk with head lifted up. I am tired and have no more energy anymore. I really wants to set myself free from this cruel world, this world of competition and challange. I am very tired and every each day my energy and fighting spirit is losing and disappearing. Who can give me a gift of clever brain which need not to learn or study and can get good mark juzt by listening to lesson, listen to wat teacher had say. Juz listen and can get flying colour for exam. I dun wan to compete anymore and is tired of competition. Why cant i be a genius and everything go smoothly as what i expected. I only need a rest, a long good rest and is enough. I only wish that i am not that stress and is a happy-go-lucky person who can let go all the unhappy thing that happen to me. How i wish i am a person that doesnt care of wherther i get how many mark and can get to university very successfully without any stress. Am i able to cope??
Today i took 1hour plus juz to do my letter writing and juz rush through my comprehansion and i bet that i going to hav lot of spelling error. Spelling error is wat i am worry about as spelling error will dedute marks as i dun wish any of my marks is being deduted. For paper II, it a bit difficult but i noe that i am wrong for my last question that is 5marks. It alot. And aso i hate ______ as because while i wanted to write my one last word then that person go hit my hand that cause me to unable to write finish that only word. I tink she is very wat lor. she didnt hit my hand acciedentally but is properly juz to stop me from writing. i write is my business not her business. Maybe she wan me to lose mark. That wat i tink. Next time if i saw her still writing, i am going to hit her back and i hope i can get my revenage. That one last word can giv me point and is aso very important to me. I hate her and till now i still couldnt get cool down because of that person!! I hate it!!

she told the story ... 3:18 AM