Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Yesterday was the welcome party for the sec 1 band recuit
woooooooooooooooooooo.....
I am so the excited sia....
First come the prabby episode...
which is praba get to perform piano solo infront of us...
hahaha...
he so like to act lor...
next time can be a acter
Then...
after that come the maintainence work...
as you know horn got like so many valves lor!!!
Then we like clean until siao...
And we are like the last one to finish it...
Everyone all go for next station...
we still in the band room cleaning horn!!!
Finally my horn is shiny and shiny(one word to decribe)
Poor marlini...
got to clean both her and wing loon horn at the same time
because wing loon didnt come...
Then blur blur marlini
took the wrong valves and put at wrong horn
In the end...
the valves cannt come out
she like become no mood to play liao
Then I try but cannt...
Haiii.....
After that....
we play the movie guessing game and eat...
Then it come to water bomb....
can see many people is really very excited!!!
But I dunwan to play...
so juz seat in a corner and help take care their things
plus their shoes & sock (smelly~~~)
Suddenly....
someone kick soccer ball and the ball came fly to me....
And hit my face!!!
I bit onto my mouth (using my teeth)
Then very pain lor....
can sense blood and I sucking it
I cry......
Then everyone came comfort me...
asking wherther I okay or not...
Thanky guyz...
Finally all had finish liao
And we walk home happily ever after...

she told the story ... 4:28 AM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

I really feel very hopeless...
I really wanna cry the whole world...
Since primary school...
I cry only when my brother bully...
But now I am strong...
I no longer need to fear him...
I found myself always laugh and laugh whenever I go
I found myself always been so energiztic
I found myself always surrounded with frenz
With their support...
With their encourage...
With their company...
And with their smile...
But look at me now...
I have grow
I am now 14 years old
Yet all the people choose to change now...
There still alot more years ahead of us...
if now I feel hopeless...
If now we choose to change now....
then how about the years after?
I myself is no longer wat I am before
I always kanna laugher disease
Yet now I should say...
I have contact with the sadness disease...
With the crying disease
With the failure disease
All those disease had kill my vitamin
How am I going to cure it when I dunwan to help myself?
How am I going to fight it when everyone had also change
How!!!
Guyz... tell me how....
Give me all ur answer...
I really interested to know!!!!
I dunno why I will say this
But it surely got to do with myself and the surrounding
I wan no more tear from now on...
No more raining day
but happiness in everyone little heart
smile in everyone face...
Sun in everyone dreamz
It all over....
We must stand up and face the future bravery
WE MUST BE OURSELVES!!!

she told the story ... 6:02 AM

I found that things change very quickly
For example our class...
the skirt of gurl change from long to short
the sock change from long to ankle sock
shirt become more and more tar out
fillier become longer and longer
Everyone had change since the 2006!!
Now is already 2007...
Imagine people change so much within 1years!!
Then how about sec 3, sec 4??
more worst??
I wonder why do people change
Is it because of the environment??
Or is it because of the people surrounding you??
Why do people like to follow wat others like to do?
Why do people always doesnt have their own mind set??
Why do we often get influence by people?
And why at first...
WE CHANGE?
If it is because of other people that influence you...
then who influence them first?
Or is it we influence each other together?
Why cant we change back to where we are before...
I know that wat past is already past
but the future still are in our hands...
we can choose wat we wan...
If we dunwan to change...
no one can ever force us!!
I dunno why i am saying all those thing...
Maybe it's because thing around me that make mesay that...
Since so many thing had happen to 2A...
We then found out that we are no longer the same
All my group of drawf had change...
We are no longer as cheerful as last year!!
I rmb that our class always get the laughter disease award
Now....
No one laugh or stay united at all!!
Wat had happen...
I dun wan thing to change...
I wan wat's really me before!!!
2A is always the most cheerful class of all
That was a time during Lit lesson...
i rmb there a funny joke spread around the class
Everyone laugh for the whole lesson
and cause Miss tang to have to stop the lesson...
juz to wait for us to stop laughing
That time I really feel the spirit in us...
But look at us now...
nobody is laughing...
nobody is telling jokes...
everyone only care about themselves...
everyone only know hw to influence other!!!
EVERYONE HAD CHANGE!!
From the noob noob sec 1 to now wat we are...
I rather time stop at there and stop forever
I rather there will be no future
then now wat happening to us
I rather ppl laugh us because we are a noob
then now...
I rather all the thing during sec 1
then now...
I dunno when all this will stop continue one!!
But surely I got one thing to say...
And that is
求你们不要再变了。回久以前那样好不好？

she told the story ... 5:27 AM