Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Friday, October 06, 2006

Actually i dun wish to say something bad about a person, it is like u are on fire N wish to leak out everything to relieve the stress N make myself cool down. I am not a busybody or wat, nobody will wish to kept keeping the bitter word inside themselves. Even a person who can bear, willl still BURST in the end. Or else, you are still the one to suffer only.

I hav enough of _____ noisesome and hav suffer enough. I going to be crazy because of u and all the action and words u did to me. 我快受不了，我快疯了. It is not that u hav ur sister, ur family members to help u, u can fly to the sky and do whatever u wan to humilnate me. I am aso a human, i too hav heart and will be sad. I am aso the apple of eye in my family. Dun tink that you are the only one who hav family members, i aso hav. At least ur family member is better and much more polite than u.

You tink everyone like u, let me tell u, YOU ARE WRONG. It ur behaviour in class or outside that let us make a distance from u. I advise you to stop folding ur skirt and tack out ur shirt, u dun listen. i advise you to stop doing this and that, u aso dun listen. I am ur frenz, isizz wrong to help a frenz to turn from a wrong way to a correct way? Wat i tell u is all for ur own good and i dun wish to see my beloved frenz to go to a wrong direction. I am juz wanting to help u, u give me that kind of faces and dun appericate it, nvm, but dun humilnate me. As if i really want to help u, if u are not my frenz, i wont go and care wherther u are die or not. I will let u go detroyed urself and make everyone laugh at u. U tink i am nagging at u but the only one who is in shame is ONLY U. U tink ur skill of folding ur skirt is nice but let me tell u, it S___. Everyone noe that u fold ur skirt cause it is very obvious.

Why is it that my beloved frenz hav change so much. U look so much different from history. Dun tell me that human must change with the enviroment but it wat kind of thing are u changing urself. Gd thing sould always remain as it always been and bad point should be destroy. In fact, u are doing it upside down.

Everytime it is U the one who are angry. Okay, i dun delined that i too sometime angry but it only for few minute and i am still happy even after. It is always u the one who sing different from us, who look different from us. U tink giving that kind of sad face, everyine must giv in to u. It is we doesnt wan to make u ugly, in fact we are already tired of seeing ur face. We are tired of fighting with u. We are tired of helping u. Dun juz say the word " I dun noe" and we shall help u. I mean it is like if we dun help u then u will be sad and angry and not satifised. It is ur hw so why should we help u in. Even _____ not gd in art aso did her hw by herself so why cant u do that. Dun tink that my art is very gd, last time my art aso S___. It is i who is willing to learn and achives it. Nobody born to noe everything. U hav to learn and try.

U complain of us in front of other ppl and make me lose face. But why dun u say urself, as if u are very gd or wat. Like u can say me, i cannot say u. If i say u then u will not happy. I am already tired of competing with u. Already tired of advising u. Let me tell u one last time, 我很累了.

she told the story ... 7:50 AM